I dont know what i'm going to blog, what'll be my topics, what response i'll get; I dont know the right way of writing, the proper language to express, the rules and regulation of this field; I dont know what type of capabalities, concentration and calibre it demands; I dont know what is the best place and the best time to ponder over anything; I even, dont know what is blogging in real sense; I accept my wantings, my weaknesses
And my novicity. But i'm not ashamed of all these. Do you know why? Do you have any idea as to why i am blogging inspite of all my shortcomings. 'No-other-way'. Yes, i have no other option to get out of it. Get out of my cowardice.Yes, you are reading right the cowardice. Cowardice to share my sorrows, my tensions, my worries, even my happiness to the people who know me ,.....forced me to opt this way. I just can't put my heart on my sleeves before them. I'm not sure whether i'm the rare case or not, but this is 100% sure that i can't be myself before them. I try to become strong. But you know very well, that there is no relief untill there is no outlet. One thing that i have found out about myself is that i'm able to come with my genuine feelings with strangers as there is no fear, no awkward feeling, no embarrassment, no hurting in that.
The other plus point of this is that i'm not going to be judged by my past, by my family status, by my failures. The reader doesnt know me so his judgement is unbiased. Here, I am I and You are You. Thats all. No sign of any prejudices. How soothing that is !
Till the time, i found the blogging site, i was so uneasy with my upto brim bosom. It Was longing for some scope to give vent to. And the Blogging, which is now no less than a magic pill for me, give my heart all it want .....a secret place to put my heart's treasure. Now it is sure thing i'll come with my true feelings here without a splash of fear. And all the credit for this goes to BLOGSPOT.com. Thats why my first blog post should be for you Bloggy! my pal!
Thankyou!!
And my novicity. But i'm not ashamed of all these. Do you know why? Do you have any idea as to why i am blogging inspite of all my shortcomings. 'No-other-way'. Yes, i have no other option to get out of it. Get out of my cowardice.Yes, you are reading right the cowardice. Cowardice to share my sorrows, my tensions, my worries, even my happiness to the people who know me ,.....forced me to opt this way. I just can't put my heart on my sleeves before them. I'm not sure whether i'm the rare case or not, but this is 100% sure that i can't be myself before them. I try to become strong. But you know very well, that there is no relief untill there is no outlet. One thing that i have found out about myself is that i'm able to come with my genuine feelings with strangers as there is no fear, no awkward feeling, no embarrassment, no hurting in that.
The other plus point of this is that i'm not going to be judged by my past, by my family status, by my failures. The reader doesnt know me so his judgement is unbiased. Here, I am I and You are You. Thats all. No sign of any prejudices. How soothing that is !
Till the time, i found the blogging site, i was so uneasy with my upto brim bosom. It Was longing for some scope to give vent to. And the Blogging, which is now no less than a magic pill for me, give my heart all it want .....a secret place to put my heart's treasure. Now it is sure thing i'll come with my true feelings here without a splash of fear. And all the credit for this goes to BLOGSPOT.com. Thats why my first blog post should be for you Bloggy! my pal!
Thankyou!!
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