Its my "bday" again. Lemme first wish myself.
Happy birthday to meeee!!
Happy birthday to meeeeee!!
May God bless me!
So, here i am, still in my early twenties, preparing myself for the next wonderful year. Hope, it'll be wonderful in the bright sense. ;-) Last year i wished so, and it turned out to be in another way around. Fingers crossed! Anyway let the past be buried and start this year afresh.
Literally, I'm not the type of girl, who go gaga over birthdayzzz. I just take it as a usual day as any other day of a year, so do my family, except the celebration which my friends arrange. Yeah that is something worth awaiting for. I totally love that. Otherwise, i don't even grasp the real emotion that a birthday buddy is supposed to feel. Seriously, i swing betwixt two extremes : Rejoice or Remorse.
What i mean, i fail to decide whether i should be in a happy hole that I've passed one more year successfully or should i pity myself that I've lost one more year without anything hot & happening in it? What is the yardstick for this assessment? i don't know. But i know this much that the elder i grow the more expectations begin to showcase themselves in the eyes of my parents. Actually, with each mushrooming year, the chances for being sometime naughty and innocent are scaling down and more & more responsibilities are loading their luggage on my shoulders. Poor me. :-(
But then everyone sails in the same boat, I'm not a rare case. So, i shouldn't be paranoid about it. No? Rather i ought to be mature enough to handle the forthcoming expectations. Hence, from this bday onwards I'm no longer hater of birthdays on this pretext at least, which i used to be.
But what of that "exchange ceremony"? I mean gifts and return gifts. I also dont appreciate that. What is the sense in that? Do those gifts really profess our emotions towards our dear & near ones? I think not. Ya, they can please people for once or till their expiry date. After that? After that the memory will fade with the fading of that gift. That's it. But, the little efforts we make to feel them special, our precious time that we save to consume on their bday, the b'ful plans that we prepare for celebrations do make such a memory that never die.
So, your time, your hangouts with me will go superbly for my this day rather than any bombastic bday present. No, wait......actually, you can present me one better thing. Point out one faulty feature about me on my each bday, and this will definitely make my bday flawless.
If bdayz are such then i love them :-) :-).
Happy birthday to meeee!!
Happy birthday to meeeeee!!
May God bless me!
So, here i am, still in my early twenties, preparing myself for the next wonderful year. Hope, it'll be wonderful in the bright sense. ;-) Last year i wished so, and it turned out to be in another way around. Fingers crossed! Anyway let the past be buried and start this year afresh.
Literally, I'm not the type of girl, who go gaga over birthdayzzz. I just take it as a usual day as any other day of a year, so do my family, except the celebration which my friends arrange. Yeah that is something worth awaiting for. I totally love that. Otherwise, i don't even grasp the real emotion that a birthday buddy is supposed to feel. Seriously, i swing betwixt two extremes : Rejoice or Remorse.
What i mean, i fail to decide whether i should be in a happy hole that I've passed one more year successfully or should i pity myself that I've lost one more year without anything hot & happening in it? What is the yardstick for this assessment? i don't know. But i know this much that the elder i grow the more expectations begin to showcase themselves in the eyes of my parents. Actually, with each mushrooming year, the chances for being sometime naughty and innocent are scaling down and more & more responsibilities are loading their luggage on my shoulders. Poor me. :-(
But then everyone sails in the same boat, I'm not a rare case. So, i shouldn't be paranoid about it. No? Rather i ought to be mature enough to handle the forthcoming expectations. Hence, from this bday onwards I'm no longer hater of birthdays on this pretext at least, which i used to be.
But what of that "exchange ceremony"? I mean gifts and return gifts. I also dont appreciate that. What is the sense in that? Do those gifts really profess our emotions towards our dear & near ones? I think not. Ya, they can please people for once or till their expiry date. After that? After that the memory will fade with the fading of that gift. That's it. But, the little efforts we make to feel them special, our precious time that we save to consume on their bday, the b'ful plans that we prepare for celebrations do make such a memory that never die.
So, your time, your hangouts with me will go superbly for my this day rather than any bombastic bday present. No, wait......actually, you can present me one better thing. Point out one faulty feature about me on my each bday, and this will definitely make my bday flawless.
If bdayz are such then i love them :-) :-).
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